haha. i think i have mixed feeling now.
first... people make me really excited and happy.
second... people tell me stuff which made me a little disappointed.
third... people remind me of other stuff which made me even more sad.
and forth.............

haha. okay. cut all the stupid crap.
dampen my feelings which i thought was rather high up in the sky few minutes ago.
anyway... band today was... weird....
no more sec 4s.
haha. the room seems... empty. and wow... didn't know charlyne can play so loud. and cheryl too!
and ayu!! jia you jia you okay!! don't feel depressed though miss sia scolded you. a little unreasonable lar. i think. 1st day 1st time eh... take over the new tuba. she think you super woman isit.
haha. so don't need to stress yourself out ok!
haha.

yar... was thinking why cant there be world peace....
why cant everyone just stop and think how blessed they are.
wake up every morning and feel blessed that you are alive.
it makes your day okay.
haha.
world peace world peace[peas]!
yo yo! world peace man!!
imagine if you die one day... or some one else that you love die one day.[touch wood]
so sad right!
so start treasuring them from today.
and treasure yourself too.
if not one day.. you can't wake up to tell the world how much you love them.
and that would really be sad.
crap. dont know what i'm talking about.
but aiya...something like that lar.....

so cheer up pals!! smile smile!!
and to people out there whoever you are....

STOP CUTTING/ KNIFING/ PENNING/ SLITTING/ SLASHING/ CHOPPING/ MURDERING YOURSELF!!

you will make me sad. whoever you are as long as you are a human being[bean]
ya.. if you are a stranger... i think you wont even care how sad you'll make me feel.

Ended my post @ 10:05 PM